Father watch me fall
witness my mistakes
I have lost it all
I'm about to break
Before the sound of dawn
I turned my back on you
the life in me was gone
my consciousness withdrew
Fear...torementing me
Guilt...Won't let me be
I chose a different way
but there's nowhere I could hide
From one end of hte world
to the other side
I've never felt as cold
as I do today
there's nothing here to hold
no reason I should stay
Crucify...resist, deny
Kill the pain that dwells inside
send your word
from on high
so this part of me will die
Can you hear my thoughts
I know what I have done
You are all I've got
And I don't want to run
Surrender to your will
From the ashes I am new
Your prescence is revealed
Showing all that's true
Fear...Tormenting me
Guilt...Won't let me be